In the popular movie The Matrix,[note]Directed by The Wachowskis, 1999.[/note] the main character Neo is given a choice by Morpheus between taking a red pill or a blue pill. The red pill will âwake him up,â allowing him to see the truth of a reality beyond the virtual one he has until then perceived to be real. The blue pill will allow him to default back to his state of ignorance about the truth, forgetting about Morpheus and the events that led up to his moment of radical choice.Â
Needless to say, he chose the red pill, taking him on a journey beyond the world of his previous perception, which, we find out, is nothing but a simulation projected by a tyrannical race of machines that have taken over Earth and that now use humanity to fuel their pernicious and perverse process.
The Matrix plot is an easy catalyst into conversations about the nature of reality and our place within it, as its narrative resonates with teachings found in many of the worldâs esoteric traditions. These teachings suggest that the world, as we know it, is an illusion, and therefore the goal of spiritual practice is to see the âzeros and onesâ of this illusion â just as Neo does after he takes the red pill, wakes up in a battle ship, and sees that the Matrix is nothing but scrolling digits on a computer screen. After spending his entire life asleep, he finally sees reality clearly.
It is perhaps no surprise that different traditions offer different theoretical understandings of what Andrew Holecek calls the âprimary delusionâ of waking life,[note]Andrew Holecek suggests that the âprimary delusionâ hinges on a belief that daily life as we perceive it is real, when in fact it is a dream. Waking up to our true nature is analogous to the experience of âlucid dreaming,â or waking up to the fact that we are dreaming while asleep. This can lead towards a feeling of empowerment within the dream state and an ability to construct it according to our will.[/note] and thus different paths for dealing with it. While there is undoubtedly rich material in The Matrix for the interpretations of many spiritual paths, it is my suggestion here that the âred pillâ is largely an appropriate analogy for a certain trajectory of spiritual experience, one we can refer to as the way of via negativa. Another way exists, however, that weâll refer to as the way of via positiva.[note]The terms âvia negativaâ and âvia positivaâ originate in the traditions known as âapophaticâ and âcataphatic theology,â respectively. Apophatic theology (also known as ânegative theologyâ) attempts to approach God through negation; we can understand God only by knowing what God is not. Cataphatic theology, contrastingly, approaches God or the Divine by making positive statements about what God is. While these traditions certainly inform my discussion here, the connection should not be taken too far, as my concern is less with discursive articulations about the Divine and more with modes of praxis and the degree to which they integrate us with or alienate us from the world. [/note] To express the difference of this approach, another Matrix analogy is necessary â one that might begin with Neo having chosen not the red pill, not the blue pill, but rather both pills.
Indian traditions can be categorized by the degree to which they proffer a world-denying (via negativa) or a world-affirming (via positiva) perspective.[note] The question, âshould I love the world or leave the world?â might express the fundamental distinction between these two perspectives.[/note] Both world-deniers and world-affirmers see everyday attitudes toward the world as, in important ways, illusory; it is thus their respective responses to the worldâs illusions that distinguishes them. The world-deniers consider the task of contemplative practice either to get out of the world (in some future state of âheavenâ or âenlightenmentâ) or to see beyond it. These individuals historically lean toward ascetic practice, monasticism, and rigorous meditation. World-affirming traditions see the task of spiritual practice as a transmutation of our perception and a re-figuring and re-situating of our conceptions of identity. These individuals tend toward practices and modes of behavior that can be integrated into the commitments and observances of everyday life.Â
But in what shared human experience do these seemingly divergent paths of via negativa and via positiva find their origin?
The Problem of Inauthenticity
German philosopher Martin Heidegger considered his task as a philosopher to return to the perennial question, âWhat is Being?â, a question inaugurated in the Western philosophical tradition by the ancient Greeks. In his magnum opus, Being and Time, Heidegger couches this question partly in relation to a consideration of authenticity, or what might be called âgenuine Selfhood.â[note]The notion of a âgenuine Selfhoodâ immediately reminds the student of Eastern traditions of the concept of âSelf-Realization,â which is itself the achievement of what might be referred to as oneâs genuine Self.[/note] According to Heidegger, human beings are either immersed in inauthentic modes of being or they are struggling to attain some semblance of authenticity (with varying degrees of success).
The âinauthenticâ life is defined as a life âthrownâ into the always-already organized and over-determined situatedness of the âtheyâ world (or what Heidegger calls das Man). To be embedded in social life is to be embedded in a network of social relations that you had no role in creating. Dasein[note]Dasein literally means âthere-being;â it is Heideggerâs term for those beings who are aware of their being and therefore for whom their being is an issue. By contrast, animals do not question their being, and it is this questioning that makes Dasein unique. Heideggerâs use of âDaseinâ (instead of, for example, âhumansâ) is grounded in the Western phenomenological traditionâs commitment to bracketing out those assumptions about the human that have accumulated through a history of theoretical and ideological development. When we say something is âhumanâ, weâre importing a certain story, a framework of meaning that limits access to our own immediacy. By avoiding the category of âhuman being,â Heidegger, following his teacher Husserl, is trying to get closer to the immediacy of what we are, without all the habits and knowledge weâve created that often obscure such understanding.[/note] (Heideggerâs term for âwhat we areâ prior to the socio-historical knowledge that tells us what we are), in other words, gets lost. As Stephen Mulhall puts it in his commentary on Being and Time, Dasein âtypically loses itself in the âthey,â its Self is a they-self â a mode of relating to itself and to Others in which it and they fail to find themselves and so fail to achieve genuine individuality.â[note]Stephen Mulhall. Routledge Philosophy Guidebook to Heidegger and Being and Time, 2nd Edition. London: Routledge (1996: 68).[/note] To be a member of society is to already be given over to the expectations and arrangements of life, to a set of laws and values that reign over us, and in turn alienate us from individuality and authenticity.Â
Itâs important here to avoid interpreting terms like âindividualityâ and âauthenticityâ from the perspective of liberal individualism, which is arguably todayâs most pervasive moral injunction (âjust be yourself!â). The cultural context in which a notion like âbeing yourselfâ makes sense is one that is already constructed around conceptions of selfhood that sanction and encourage authenticity and individuality, but only according to and within the coordinates of what has already been âdecidedâ (and therefore unconsciously and implicitly deemed permissible) by das Man. It is a curious thing to consider, then, what an authentic individuality that rids itself of the branded categories of so-called authentic identity that sustain the current projections of social life might look like.
According to Heidegger, in the state of being thrown into the world of das Man, our true nature (the Being of beings) becomes occluded and thus hidden. As Heidegger says,
Yet that which remains hidden in an egregious sense, or which relapses and gets covered up again, or which shows itself only âin disguiseâ, is not just this entity or that, but rather the Being of entities […]. This Being can be covered up so extensively that it becomes forgotten and no question arises about it or its meaning.[note]Martin Heidegger. Being and Time, trans. John Macquarrie & Edward Robinson. New York: Harper & Row (1962: 59)[/note]
Here, Heidegger is highlighting our tendency to play out inauthentic lives without a sense of their inauthenticity, thereby forgetting our Being so fully that no question ever emerges about what else there might be, or about who we might be.
One way we may understand the common origin of via negativa and via positiva paths of spirituality, therefore, is by conceiving them both as human responses to the problem of inauthenticity in the world. It is an arguably altogether human experience to, at various points in life, become uncomfortable with the habituated and petrified modes of living to which weâve become accustomed and to yearn for an expression of life that one could call poetic, artful, or even divine. We crave a taste of something that frees life from its fetters; we desire a return to an untamed potency of life beyond (or before, or beneath) the conceptions weâve built around it.
The Matrix & the Grace of Waking Up
The world of das Man (the âtheyâ world) has many parallels with the concept of mÄyÄ from the Indian tradition. MÄyÄ means âillusionâ or âmagicâ and refers to the world of appearances that âhidesâ reality from us and ensures inauthenticity. By supporting ignorance of our true nature, mÄyÄ is the source of inauthenticity. MÄyÄ is the matrix â the world of appearances that is ephemeral and, from the perspective of Absolute reality (or Brahman, in the VedÄnta), a veil of ignorance that keeps us asleep.
But what could stir us from our slumber? What could call us away from the empty gestures of das Man? In other words, what function of Being does Morpheus symbolize â that character who turns Neoâs gaze away from ignorance and toward the Real?
That which triggers a turning away from the inauthentic and opens up a trajectory of genuine Selfhood might be referred to as âgraceâ â something that calls on us to reflect on our own illusions, stirring our sense of wonder and curiosity about the very structures of reality itself.
In The Matrix, a poignant illustration of this stirring occurs in the scene where Morpheus and Neo walk against a current of suit-clad business people who are aimlessly, one-directionally performing their various tasks and responsibilities. The oppositional gesture of Morpheus and Neo is symbolic of beings for whom the question of Being has become an issue. Neo is suddenly challenged by the question of his own authenticity, and the tide of humans represents those mindlessly directed by the world of das Man and its inauthenticities. The fact that Neo keeps bumping into people further symbolizes how difficult it can be to follow the call of authenticity when everything and everyone is pushing you (literally, in this case) to âgo with the flow.â
Heidegger refers to this function that turns us against the tide of illusion as âconscience,â which he defines as a call that Dasein[note]That is, âbeings for whom Being is an issue.â[/note] makes from itself to itself. As Heidegger puts it, âthe call comes from me and yet from beyond me.â[note]Heidegger (1962: 320).[/note] It is the call of our own potential for authenticity. In the terms of Indian philosophy, this is a call from our very own Self (Ätman, Ćiva-nature) â that Self which is eternal, limitless and unchanging and which is simultaneously and paradoxically immanent within and utterly beyond absolutely everything.Â
As with all familiar-looking words we find in Heidegger, it is important not to confuse his notion of conscience with something like an internalized moral discourse. The call of conscience, for Heidegger, is precisely not that, because moral discourse would be another inauthentic discourse. Contrastingly, the call of conscience âis devoid of content: it asserts nothing, gives no information about world events, no blueprints for living â it merely summons Dasein before itself, holding up every facet of its existence, each aspect of its life choices, for trial before its capacity to be itself.â[note]Mulhall (1996: 139).[/note] Hence, a conscience that gives directions or advice is a conscience-with-content and therefore already subject to the discursive predilections of das Man.Â
In the Indian tradition, experience that is âdevoid of contentâ yet summons us before ourselves (in order to be fully our Self) is called Ćaktipat, which literally means âdescent of grace.â It is a radical moment in the course of life, the result of which is a turning toward the true nature of reality and therefore the Self. In some traditions, Ćaktipat is an exoteric ritual of initiation in which the guru bestows a transformative grace on the student. However, from a more esoteric perspective, Ćaktipat actually happens before any such institutionalized religious rituals. Ćaktipat is that subtle hand of grace that, for no reason that can be encountered in the discourses of the âtheyâ (the world), turns each one of us eventually toward the possibility of our own authenticity. It is that glimpse of awakening that can be experienced as a kind of mystical attunement or as an event as subtle as an intuition that indicates there is something more than the habits, values, and mores of this world. Or, as Paul Muller-Ortega puts it, âshaktipat initiates the process by which a human being recognizes the intrinsic unboundedness of love that already dwells within his or her very own heart.â[note]D.R. Brooks; S. Durgananda; P.E. Muller-Ortega; W.K. Mahoney; C. Rhodes Bailly; and S.P. Sabharathnam, Meditation Revolution: A History & Theology of the Siddha Yoga Lineage. South Fallsburg, NY: Agama Press (1997: 443) emphasis mine.[/note]Â
Let us pause on this notion of a âcall without contentâ (conscience for Heidegger or Ćaktipat in the Indian tradition), as it is at once both paradoxical and profound. To say that this call lacks content is to say that it doesnât arrive in the way that Morpheus arrived. Or, we might say, someone like Morpheus could have arrived only if Neo had already received the call-without-content. It is the same with profound teachers we encounter in life. The finding of a teacher isnât the beginning of the process but is rather a culminating event that arises as the result of a process that is already in motion.
This call of conscience (or grace) has no content precisely because any content is always conditioned by a world already articulated, a world already structured and systematized according to its own logic, signs, and symbols. Thus, in a certain sense, the call is a call from no-thing (or nothing, or nothingness), and any attempt to speak forth this experience is somehow already saying too much. Put another way, Ćaktipat or the call of conscience is, as Muller-Ortega suggests, a recognition of unboundedness, and to try and articulate this call is to ultimately try and bind the unbounded.
The Discourse of Silence
This important teaching of a call-without-content points to the illusory dimension of verbal language, which distorts reality by domesticating it through signification. To be beholden to a verbal language is to have decided reality in a particular way, to be entrenched in a mode of meaning-making that is inherently split between a subject and an object. In order to say anything at all, one must employ the discursive tools particular to language and therefore turn reality into something âinauthenticâ by trying to articulate it. To receive a âcallâ or an impulse from something beyond language is, from the perspective of language, nothing at all, because every âsomethingâ is constitutively a linguistic something.
Heidegger puts it this way: âconscience discourses solely and constantly in the mode of keeping silent.â[note]Heidegger (1962: 318).[/note] This sentence might easily read as paradoxical, because we typically assume that discourse and silence are mutually exclusive â that the presence of one assumes the absence of the other. But Heidegger is suggesting that silence too has a discourse, that something is spoken or transmitted through silence.
A fruitful theory from the Indian tradition that might help to flesh out what a âspeaking silenceâ could mean emerges from the Tantrik teachings on ParÄ VÄc. ParÄ VÄc is the Supreme Word, which, by contrast to a word as representation or as signifier, is the primordial ground and source of all discourse and signification. As such, it âabides in the interval between two dualistic cognitions, when one ceases and the other appears.â[note]Andre Padioux, Vac: The Concept of the Word in Selected Hindu Tantras. Delhi, India: Sri Satguru Publications (1990: 181).[/note] In other words, ParÄ VÄc makes itself known through the silence that is found between, beneath, and beyond words, but at the same time, ParÄ VÄc is the ultimate condition of the manifestation of all discourse.Â
According to this theory of language, the discourses of das Man are a kind of densification or grossification of what is, in its most subtle state, pure silence. The Supreme Word is silent, because it is beyond dualistic articulation and therefore beyond the gross levels of interaction that are characterized by thoughts and verbal speech. When reality as the Word âgrossifies,â it becomes contracted, and its degree of contraction is proportional to its capacity for illusion[note]âFinally there arises, at the level of the nonsupreme energy (aparÄ), the last stage of Speech, vaikharÄ«, that stage where differentiation is fully manifested, and which is linked with time since with it the process of language becomes fully manifest. Here we are in the sphere of objectivity, of mÄyÄ, in the empirical and limited world brought about through the agency of cosmic illusion.â Padioux (1990: 216). [/note] â or, in Heideggerâs words, its inauthenticity.
Being immersed in an inauthentic mode of living is not to coincide fully with oneâs true Self (the ParÄ level of the Word, or Heideggerâs Being) by misidentifying oneself with the concepts and categories of what is called in this theory the vaikhari level of reality, or the gross level of the Word. The Self, in this theoretical architecture, is aligned with the ParÄ level, however, because the grosser levels of manifestation are also ultimately derivative of that supreme ParÄ level, one can see that even the grosser levels are also an expression of that very Self.
The distinction among levels lies within recognition. When stuck at the surface of life, individuals recognize themselves in dualistic categories of surface experience; they in turn see themselves as separate, like the seemingly separate cognitions that characterize the surface. Contrastingly, when the ParÄ level is recognized through contemplative practice, one âsees through,â as it were, the dualistic illusions of the surface and begins to embody fully the wholeness and interconnectedness of Reality.
Given this theoretical context, meditation arises as a worthwhile practice. It cultivates the conditions whereby an individual begins to discover moments when cognition is suspended. What then remains is the vibratory aliveness of silence, or the whisper from ParÄ VÄc that contains no content and yet can stir an experience of camatkÄra[note]Ibid, 174.[/note] â an objectless wonder.
Having unpacked some of the theoretical context, letâs now return to the two paths that we started with â via negativa and via positiva.
Via Negativa & Via Positiva
Just as individuals are diversely constituted, responses to the call of conscience and the descent of grace may be likewise diverse. Here, we are considering two possible responses in the form of via negativa and via positiva (the way of negation and the way of affirmation, respectively). The way of negation acknowledges the inauthenticity of the world and then forges a path of complete transcendence, leaving the inauthentic world behind and neutralizing its impact on the body-mind complex by âbecoming no-thingâ â by giving up the âthingnessâ of oneâs egoic individuality and so too the world. The way of affirmation, by contrast, deals with the worldâs inauthenticity by reclaiming the presence of âno-thingâ (or silence) within everyday life, re-situating oneâs identity and in turn âbecoming everythingâ through antinomian practices â for the seeker/yogi, meditation or other forms of contemplative practice and devotion.
The fundamental difference between these paths can be illustrated through an analogy of ocean and wave. The wave is our individuality, and the ocean is that ground of being that is the source and destination of everything. In the paths of negation, the wave must flatten itself into a still, calm ocean. The individual ego must be eradicated. In certain renunciant traditions, this necessity is institutionalized by the holding of funeral rites for oneâs departed ego. The point of these traditions is to dissolve wave-like individuality and merge into the oceanic totality of Being, where no difference (and therefore no inauthenticity) remains.
For example, in certain (but not all) understandings of the Advaita VedÄnta, the everyday world is considered mÄyÄ (literally âillusionâ or âmagicâ). It is a virtual reality that, in the last instance, is not real at all. According to this understanding of the VedÄnta, the only thing that can be real is eternal and unchanging â what the UpaniáčŁads refer to as Brahman: the Absolute, non-personal consciousness that is the ground of everything. Because the only thing that can be real is non-different, unitary, and unchanging, the changing, differentiated world of our experience cannot be real. It is a play of shadows like those in Platoâs cave allegory, sure to pull us into delusion if we fail to see past its beguiling play, to the light of realization beyond.
The fundamental premise of the world-negating schools is that the world is something to âsee through,â to get past, or to transcend altogether (much like Neo symbolically does in waking up from the virtual world to find himself in the real one). If the world appears differentiated, this is only due to ignorance (avidyÄ), and once that ignorance has been eradicated, Brahman (or Absolute Reality) will reveal itself in its eternal, unchanging nature.
Returning to the ocean/wave analogy, in the paths of via positiva, the wave does not need to dissolve itself, but rather it must recognize that it is not separate (nor was it ever separate) from that deep stillness of the ocean of which it is a part. The practices of these traditions involve cultivating an experience of the oceanic within the particularity of the wave. We, in a sense, call upward the depths of the ocean (what initially appears as nothing from the perspective of the world) to alchemically transmute and transform our individual life-wave.
This image of an individual life-wave being informed and transformed by the ocean from which it has never been separate maps easily onto the theory of the Word that we just explored. The individual life-wave can be completely identified with the vaikhari (or stuhla[note]Gross (as opposed to subtle).[/note]) level of life and be quite content in the belief that this is all there is. Just as the wave can be almost infinitely described in terms of its variable temperature, texture, peaks, and valleys, so too could the life of a seemingly autonomous individual see no end to the narrative possibilities expressive of its presumably separate experience.Â
So while both paths under consideration see everyday perception as illusory, traditions that fall within one or the other can have differing conceptions of the nature of this illusion. If, as in via negativa traditions, dualistic perception cannot be predicated of the Absolute, which is eternal and unchanging, then naturally to align with the Absolute must include a complete negation of that dualistic perception. Therefore, dualism is the fundamental illusion. But, if, as in via positiva traditions (notably, the one coupled to the theory of the Word), dualistic perception is itself also an expression of the Absolute, then illusion (insofar as it exists) pertains to the intellectual and experiential sense of separateness. Thus, an individualâs sense of separateness may be eradicated (therefore attaining liberation) while still negotiating a world of dualistic perception. From this perspective, we need not throw the baby out with the bath water.
Antinomian Practices
As we have seen, via negativa traditions respond to the world’s illusion by negating it and leaving it and inauthenticity behind altogether. By contrast, one of the ways that via positiva responds is through antinomian practices. Referring to a quality of rejecting established moral values, antinomian practices aim to penetrate into the worldâs inauthenticity â the sense of separateness that often arises out of dualistic perception.
Antinomian practices have played a central role in the history of the tradition known as âKashmir Ćaivism.â In medieval India, meat, wine, and sex were wrapped up in moralized notions of purity and impurity. To engage with them was a scandal to the prevailing social norms and mores. Tantrik Ćaivites of the âleft-handedâ paths in particular engaged in antinomian practices of eating meat, drinking wine, and engaging in ritualized sex because doing so assisted the practitioner in destabilizing the socially imposed dualistic valuation of these things as âimpure.â The very dichotomy of pure/impure is problematized and debunked through such practices, in turn revealing the inherent âemptinessâ of these dualistic categories and discovering that they amount to nothing. Antinomian practices, far from being a âroad to hell,â become a gateway to the divine in these traditions.
Although the pure/impure dichotomy is, to some degree, still operative in India, it does not show up similarly in our contemporary culture. Meat-eating, drinking alcohol, and kinky sex might be frowned upon by some, but it certainly doesnât amount to the kind of cultural taboo that these things symbolized in medieval India. Therefore, in order to preserve the spirit of antinomianism as an effective tool in seeing through the artifices of an inauthentic culture, one needs to ask oneself the difficult question: what is antinomian in our culture? What is the prevailing morality that one doesnât dare to challenge?
Challenging culturally sanctioned discourses of morality is not an easy task. Indeed, if engaging in such a practice doesnât alienate you from at least a few people, youâre probably not doing it right â perhaps just skirting the edge of the antinomian and peering in with curiosity (like this article might be said to be doing). Every culture has its things that âshould not be doneâ or âcannot be said;â every society has its blasphemies. Ultimately, this dualistic appraisal of things that puts one thing on the âgood sideâ and another thing on the âbad sideâ is symptomatic of an inauthentic mode of being, because it fails to acknowledge that the outrage and righteousness that arise are contextually contingent expressions made possible by a certain narrative organizing of ultimately nothing at all.[note]We see this very clearly in the example of meat and wine. If they were, in reality, impure, then they wouldnât simply be impure during one historical moment or in one specific culture; they would be impure eternally and across all historical contexts. It is in this sense that pure and impure are revealed as âempty;â they lack any self-existent nature and are, in Heideggerâs sense, inauthentic. There is nothing like an âauthenticâ morality or an archimedean standpoint from which an absolute moral principle can be derived. Because Dasein is temporally and historically situated, moral principles are only relatively true. The Buddhists are onto something here in observing that liberation requires an experiential understanding of the fluid, ephemeral nature of all concepts. [/note]Â
Given the current political climate, let us pause to reflect on a possible misinterpretation of what weâve suggested. One could read the above (regarding things that âcannot be saidâ) and easily mistake himself for engaging in antinomian practice simply by rejecting certain political values that he disagrees with. For example, someone who frowns upon âpolitical correctnessâ might imagine himself an antinomian by virtue of his outspoken mockery of such a principle. This person is what we might call the âinauthentic antinomianâ â he challenges a value that is popularly supported but from an inauthentic perspective, one that, in its positing of some âotherâ as enemy, is just as conditioned by the significations of das Man. By contrast, the âauthentic antinomianâ is one who has cultivated a more expansive perspective through practice, a perspective that has subsumed the duality of âus and themâ politics into a broader perspective. In other words, the authentic antinomian blasphemes by not submitting herself to the ideological options available but rather forges an image of things that reorients and re-situates these ideologies in a way that might even dissolve their apparent contradiction.
This is why the question of what constitutes the antinomian has to be reconsidered again and again. What was once antinomian may become acceptable in the eyes of society, thus neutralizing the effectiveness of practices that grounded themselves in once-taboo beliefs or activities. The antinomian must always remain that which cannot be embraced by the world, because the authenticity that antinomianism expresses would be neutralized and made inauthentic were the culture to approve and, in turn, domesticate it.
Both Pills as an Antinomian Practice
Here, we can pose the question provoked by our initial thought experiment: what would it be like to take both pills as a response to inauthenticity and the illusions of daily life?
On the one hand, the blue pill reinforces our illusions of the world and affirm its shadows (to become some-body), while opting for the red pill negates the world in an attempt to transcend it and rest in a pure, objectless Absolute (to become no-thing). Taking both pills, on the other hand, is to leave nothing behind, or rather to integrate an encounter with the universality of nothing into the parade of particulars. It is to experience non-duality, not as a negation of duality, but as an affirmation of duality from a situatedness grounded in silence. In both hands, it is to experience of immanence saturated with transcendence.
The experiential unfolding of such a condition cannot be realized without those contemplative techniques that allow for the dissolution of cognitive limits and that forge a capacity to listen to the discourse of silence that is always-already present as the ultimate condition of each and every expression â be it a stone, a fact, or a feeling.
Given their widespread acceptance in todayâs culture, practices of meditation may strike us as less than antinomian. However, an orientation toward meditation that integrates-with rather than escapes-from reality may pry open an antinomian lens into the structures of daily life in such a way that new possibilities can emerge from the empty cracks of mÄyÄâs seemingly well-sutured facade. Meditation situates us directly in these cracks, where discourses break down and silence reigns, and where nothingness vibrates with potency. As a result, we find ourselves closer to life, more vividly aware, and less constrained by the social structures and sedimented thought-forms of our present paradigm.
If these final thoughts strike you as mostly poetic and less than concrete â a certain blasphemy to the pretenses of intellectual puritanism â perhaps we can grasp them as an unavoidable consequence of channeling the spirit of antinomianism. For what could be more antinomian to the world of das Man than moving beyond the orderly gestures of academic posturing and finding ourselves more than intentionally immersed in the love-drunk waters of that-which-cannot-be-named, where poetry and silence dance in an infinite dialectic of life and practice.[note]In his later writings, Heidegger, too, ended up celebrating poetry.[/note]Â
Conclusion: Truth-Procedures
Although it is beyond the modest scope of this reflection to do justice to the work of another thinker, the frequent connection between Reality and Truth invites us to close with a brief consideration of the work of Alain Badiou, particularly his notion of a truth-procedure. For Badiou, truths are not synonymous with facts. Facts are more like bits of data that have become petrified by a kind of social consensus. Truths, on the other hand, are radical comportments of life, procedures of activity that bring into being new ways of seeing, acting, and thinking. They are, in turn, antinomian, because they build themselves brick by brick on the foundation of a kind of vision that cannot be accounted for by the prevailing norms of life (what Badiou calls the âstate of the situationâ, or, what in our Heideggerian reflections we have been calling the world of das Man).
A truth-procedure is something that is forged in the wake of an event that lives âat the edge of the void.â These events arise â like grace or the call of conscience â as punctuating moments of realization that have no content. Therefore, they are moments during which the veil of illusion is lifted and a glimpse of the effulgent untamed abundance of life shines through. If left unattended to, these events will be described and domesticated by the terms of the âsituationâ or by the world of das Man. It is the task of a subject who encounters such an event to forge that eventâs meaning into existence against the tide of influence that is characteristic of the movements of acceptable discourse.
Key to this process is repetition â to continuously rearticulate the novelty of this event over and above the forces that would seek to domesticate it. No less than the political, amorous, aesthetic, and scientific events of which Badiou speaks, spiritual events are also subject to such domestication.[note]Whereas Alain Badiou restricts his analysis to four types of events including love, science, art and politics, we suggest there is another kind of event â the spiritual â that cannot be so clearly distinguished from Badiouâs four and in fact may be seen as containing elements of each of those events.[/note] Spiritual events can be written off as âjustâ chemical interactions in the brain or âjustâ a kind of hallucination, thereby denying their meaning. Against such dismissal, the vocabularies of spiritual traditions can be rich resources for expanding our understanding of mystical states and meditative insights.[note]Nevertheless, and despite using the connection with Badiouâs analysis to provide another entry into this discourse, our considerations here invite us to tread lightly with regards to how easily spiritual concepts can be mapped onto the boundlessness of contemplative experience.[/note]
One of the repetitions particular to a spiritual truth-procedure is the repeated act of practice, steeping in silence and bathing in a nothingness that is the very birthplace of truth. This is what we mean by being âsituated in nothingnessâ: the spiritual truth-procedure adds a new trajectory of life that grounds itself not in a principle or value, but in silence. Again and again, this procedure charms the snake of kuáčážalinÄ«, the creative potency of life that arises from the silent source of all manifestation â ParÄ VÄc â and permits the emergent unfolding of the newly true.
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